omg Anna ,you have a way of saying these things that simply tears my heart out for you. It has been that way from the first line I read and it hasn't waned. I am serious I feel every emotion in you like a tidal wave pounding the landscape ,uprooting trees and flipping cars.. and then it recedes it leaving a devastated landscape . And my tears. I hear this in so many people , sometimes it is too much to bear. There is nothing I can do and I want to....I am sorry, you aresuch an awesome person. I find myself saying this often and it is true. My heart does not have eyes ,it loves unconditionally ,,you. I don't know if anything I could say could ever bring peace to anyone. I just wish it did..

hugs xox

jen